Oh Jax, my heart went out to you when I read your JBR. You sound just like me when I get home as well. It's been 10 long years since I've been to Thailand and can't wait to go and I too will feel like you when I get home. As laurs says, the coffers will be full before you know it and then remember your post. Although all good things must come to an end....but before you know it to will be having good times again. I promise to give you a good JBR when I get back (not going til Oct) so you can have good memories through me.!!!!!