Started to think now oh I am going to miss the grandkids. Never thought that I would feel like that....not that I don't love every morsel of them but that it would not affect me that way. waking up really early and thinking this time next week...............going to sleep and thinking only so many sleeps to go. Mentally going over and over lists in my head. Waiting for some big disaster to happen to stop us going. mind you I feel all those things when we are going for 3 weeks.
I was thinking this morning as I was making coffee, like you do. when we return it will be summer and we will have missed spring.
I needed to do this one and the money that we will spend is the resuly of two cashed in investments. We are either incredibly brave aor short sighted and fool hardy. this operation I feel has given me another chance and i want to embrace it.
Phew that was heavy for first thing in the morning.

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Kiss
God laughs at people who make plans.