You poor love - I really do feel for you and send you lots of love.

I think we all feel we got to know him through your wonderful posts, and I know how much you absolutely adored each other. He was obviously very proud of you - and you of him. You had such a special bond and friendship and I know this will help to always keep him close to your heart.

Do take care of yourself.

We're off to Koh Samui on Sunday - what was his favourite drink? We'll be sure to have one in his honour.

You are in our thoughts and prayers dear Ali
DB xx